this is the 1st time in my 20yrs, that i actually binge, not because of relationships, nor family issues or even work or school related stuffs, but friendships.
10pm now..
mia for sometime, dont even feel like going out tomorrow, hate to see people outside, especially girls -_- guys also. i realise my calendar can be used to write some notes, not a bad idea. a small diary in summarized form. im someone who wont ask you to change if i dont like something about you, instead i would shift the blame to myself, im that kind of person. i will just blame everything on myself, change for the better and reflect on whatever things i need to. haiz anyway, im going off for some quiet moments, im tired and i need some time alone 🙁 byeworld
